there's power in Your name

salvation. light. redeemer. love. 
father. lord. judge. creator.
healer. sustainer. shepherd. provider.

The Lord has been each of these - and more- in my life. This Easter season (and year-round), it is my prayer that the Lord would be enough. That my soul would find rest in Him. And that through seeking Him, my life would bring him glory. 

I will never find the words to do Him justice. I do know that where sin abounds, grace is infinitely more. I am so thankful that because of His love for us, He was willing to die a most horrible death to absolve me of my sin. 

The cross I see...stained with righteousness,
There where sin should be...I find Holiness.
My Jesus came & conquered death for me!
Jesus, there's power in your name! 
You have washed our sins away...
You have overcome the grave!
All heaven & earth will pass away,
But Your word will never change
And your love will still remain...

Power In Your Name
lyrics & music - Jarod Espy / Jonathan Espy


When all else fades, HE still remains.
Jesus, there IS power in Your name!

Starting with the Man in the Mirror

I've got a friend that is a semifinalist in a Christian music singing contest. Several things are asked of the contestants as they work their way to being the "WIBI Opening Act Champion":
  • record a current, popular Christian song that airs on the radio at least five times a week;
  • organize a Facebook page and get at least 1000 people to 'like' your fanpage; and
  • be interviewed by radio personnel at WIBI and have that interview aired.
All of that, plus being voted on at the semi-final competition, leads to being the Opening Act at Agape Fest in late April/early May. And it's a pretty big deal. There will be thousands of people there listening, and some big names in the Christian music world will show up to perform as well, so the stage has huge potential. 

My friend's life is not one that points to Christ. In fact, I can honestly say, that I've never even asked him if he believes in the Lord, so I couldn't really begin to tell you what he believes. But I know what I THINK about him and his beliefs based on the way he lives his life. 

I found myself harshly judging his intentions in this competition this morning while I was listening to his recorded single on the radio. I kept thinking to myself, "his life is not one that reflects the goodness and love and mercy and justice of God. So why is he singing about it and acting like he cares?"

And I broke down. 

How dare I judge! How dare I look at someone else's life and think those things! Who am I to throw stones when my life is far from being what the Lord intends for me?
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measure to you.Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? HOw can you say to your brother, 'let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."  --Matthew 7:1-5
My friend may not be the "best" example of Christ to others, but through this contest, the Lord's name is being made known. And for that, I am grateful. Praise be to God! that He would allow any of us to be used to tell of His great love for us.

For now, I'm going to work on measuring my life to Christ's. That is the only way a change will be made. 

I'm gonna make a change
for once in my life
I'm gonna feel real good,
gonna make a difference,
gonna make it right.

I'm starting with the man in the mirror.
I'm asking him to change his ways.
No message could've been any clearer:
if you wanna make the world a better place,
take a look at yourself and then make that change.

(Man in the Mirror - Michael Jackson)

Things I Love: 30 Rock


Tracy: Hey! What was that sound? It was opportunity knocking.
Jack: No one knocked, you just barged in.

Pete: We Hornbergers are famous cowards. On D-Day, my grandfather wore a German uniform under his American one...just in case.

Tracy: If I won an Oscar everyone would have to respect me. My obituary would read Oscar-winner, instead of children's soccer heckler.

Tracy: [forgetting what floor he works on] Six! I knew it was a character from Blossom, but I couldn't find the Joey Russo button.

Jack: Yes my daughter is Canadien-American, but I'm going to treat her just like a human baby.

Tracy: What is this, Horseville? Because I'm surrounded by naysayers. Wordplay!
Liz: That is solid.

Tracy: Five years ago I saved your show! I rode in here on a white horse that you made me leave in the lobby.


Kenneth: I can talk to animals. Well not talk to 'em. I can take commands from them.

Liz: Your lizard cannot be the music guest on the show.
Tracy: Of course not! His album doesn't drop until December!

Sigh No More, No More

Thoughts on the past few months:
  • God is good. So, so good. Countless times, He's taken care of me when I had not even the faintest hint of faith. 
  • Good friends are hard to find. And I've got some good ones -- ones that speak truth into my life boldly, that encourage me in the best way, and that look out for my best interest. 
  • It is nice to be loved by someone and feel that same way about them. Yep, I said it.
  • Legitimately working toward getting out of Illinois is the scariest thing. Putting actions to words takes some courage. 
  • Mending relationships isn't the easiest thing to do, but is well worth it.
  • Time is fleeting...love those around you. Reach out to others. Love continually and unconditionally. 
(Mumford and Sons -- Sigh No More)

Here's to loving the ones you're with.
xoxo

Today, I'm thankful for moments of absolute peace and clarity.

Today, I'm thankful for beauty.

Thankful for a Love like no other.

Today, I am hopeful for the future.
God has big, big plans.