you can do it all by yourself--

let me see ya do it.
let me see ya do it.


i've got a new step.
and sometimes it doesn't look like it's going anywhere.
and sometimes it doesn't make sense to other people.
and sometimes it just looks a hot mess.

but the thing is...i've got a new step.

i may not know what the dance looks like...
but i'm going to enjoy learning the moves,
moving and stepping to the rhythm,
and hearing the music deep down in my soul.

snap ya finger.
do ya step.

it just takes some time...

little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
everything, everything will be just fine.
everything, everything will be alright.


two times today i was reminded of these lyrics.
and more than two times today, i knew that everything would be alright.

things to look forward to:
*using google earth
*birthday extravaganzas
*a new season of 24
*getting Lost with the Oceanic 6
*taking it easy on the travel...staying put for once
*losing weight on purpose
*a new (possibly improved) haircut
*being one semester closer to having my master's
*hearing about Fuge placements
*a new dress
*a Friday night wedding in Memphis
*a Jenness Park Fuge reunion as result of said wedding
*roommate reunion with Sarah and Candace!
*my future career
*endless possibilities
*new episode Tuesdays
*loving...hurting...and loving in spite of that hurt
*cheerleading competitions with my girls
*Bible study training weekend
*seeing Candace twice in one month!
*growth and learning


everything, everything will be alright.
alright.

dancing, Dancing, DANCIN'

she's a dancin' machine.

sometimes i forget just how much fun it can be to just let loose and have fun with friends.
these pictures make me smile.

erin and i dancin' up a storm at the coldplay concert in washington, dc on halloween!

jared, trav, me, scottie and susan on the gorge before anna's wedding...laughs!

jared and me doing what we do.


So I Can Import Other Slides?

Rundown: I'm in graduate school. I'm getting my Master's degree in education, and when I'm done I'll be certified to teach...

Tonight: I went to class. In Belleville (over an hour away) because I had to make up a class I missed a few weeks ago...anyway...

WHO KNEW POWERPOINT WAS SUCH A DIFFICULT THING?
I mean, it must be difficult
if we spent three hours (of a four hour class)
talking about it, right?

Three hours. Talking about PowerPoint.
There is something inherently wrong about that.

Questions covered:
-How do I make all of the backgrounds the same color?
-How do I change the color of the hyperlink
-How do I print off slides?
-When I print off slides, is there anyway I can print the notes section with it?
-So, I can import other slides...like, slides from some other file?


America: This is what I'm doing to get my Master's. Paying money. Talking about PowerPoint. It doesn't get much better than that.

OT Stands for Old Testament

i've been spending a lot of time in the old testament lately.
and i've fallen in love with it.

i have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. --genesis 9:13

is anything too hard for the Lord? --genesis 18:14

...for God has been gracious to me and i have ALL I NEED. --genesis 33:11

you intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives. --genesis 50:19

God said to moses, "i am who i am." --exodus 3:14a

"who gave man his mouth? who makes him deaf or mute? who gives him sight or makes him blind? is it not i, the Lord? now go; i will help you speak and will teach you what to say." --exodus 4:11-12

"this is what the Lord, the God of the hebrews, says: 'how long will you refuse to humble yourself before me?..." --exodus 10:3b

the Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. --exodus 14:14

the Lord is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation. --exodus 15:2

then the Lord said to moses..."they have been quick to turn away from what i commanded them and have made themselves an idol..." --exodus 32:8

and the Lord said, "i will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and i will proclaim my name, the Lord, in your presence. i will have mercy on whom i will have mercy, and i will have compassion on whom i will have compassion. but, you cannot see my face, for no one may see me and live." --exodus 33:19-20

"the Lord, the Lord, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished..." --exodus 34:6-7a

fire came out from the presence of the Lord and consumed the burnt offereing and the fat portions on the altar. and when all the people saw it, they shouted for joy and fell facedown. --leviticus 9:24

'i am the Lord your God; consecrate yourselves and be holy, because i am holy...' --leviticus 11:44a

'i will walk among you and be your God, and you will be my people. i am the Lord your God, who brought you out of egypt so that you would no longer be called slaves to the egyptians; i broke the bars of your yoke and enabled you to walk with heads held high.' --leviticus 26:13

but the people grew impatient on the way; they spoke against God and against moses, and said, "why have you brought us up out of egypt to die in the desert? there is no bread! there is no water! and we detest this miserable food!" then the Lord sent venomous snakes among them; they bit the people and many israelites died...so moses prayed for the people. the Lord said to moses, "make a snake and put it on a pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live..." then when anyone was bitten by a snake and looked at the bronze snake, he lived. --numbers 21:4b-9

"God is not a man, that he should lie, nor a son of man, that he should change his mind. does he speak and then not act? does he promise and not fulfill? i have received a command to bless; he has blessed, and i cannot change it." --numbers 23:19-20

do not add to what i command you and do not subtract from it, but keep the commands of the Lord your God that i give you. --deuteronomy 4:2

for the Lord your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God. --deuteronomy 4:24

acknowledge and take to heart this day that the Lord is God in heaven above and on the earth below. there is no other. --deuteronomy 4:39

go near and listen to all that the Lord our God says. then tell us whatever the Lord our God tells you. we will listen and obey. --deuteronomy 5:27

fear the Lord your God, serve him only. --deuteronomy 6:13

observe the commands of the Lord your God, walking in his ways and revering him. --deuteronomy 8:6

and now, o israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, to live him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, and to observe the Lord's commands and decrees that i am giving you today for your own good?...for the Lord your God is God of gods and Lord of lords, the great God, mighty and awesome, who shows no partiality and accepts no bribes. he defends the cause of the fatherless and the widow, and loves the alien, giving him food and clothing...fear the Lord your God and serve him. hold fast to him and take your oaths in his name. he is your praise; he is your God, who performed for you those great and awesome wonders you saw with your own eyes. --deuteronomy 10:12-21

fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds; tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates, so that your days and the days of your children may be many... --deuteronomy 11:18-21a

and you are to rejoice before the Lord your God in everything you put your hand to. --deuteronomy 12:18b

do not pervert justice or show partiality. do not accept a bribe, for a bribe blinds the eyes of the wise and twists the words of the righteous. follow justice and justice alone, so that you may live and possess the land thae Lord your God is giving you. --deuteronomy 16:19-20

you must be blameless before the Lord your God. --deuteronomy 18:13

the secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law. --deuteronomy 29:29

now choose life...for the Lord is your life... --deuteronomy 30:19b, 20b


and that's just the first few books!
i love that the old testament is full of history, people actually conversing with God, laws, the sin of the people, and deliverance...it's such a beautiful story of the God of creation and his people...it is a constant reminder of the loving, merciful, jealous God that i serve...

You Can Find Me in St. Louie...

i made a pretty sweet mix-cd.
and an art project to go along with it.
read it and weep, folks.








Augustana Got It Right


i think i'll go to Boston...
i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of California, i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...

if only it wasn't so difficult.
here's to starting over...

What's That Girl Got In Her Purse?


1. Bible
2. GPS
3. keys, complete with VT keyring, Kenyan keyring and Clovis Hills lanyard
4. zipper pouch full of sharpie markers and G2 pens
5. my little notebook-o-awesome
6. vaseline
7. lotion
8. bluetooth earpiece (for occasions requiring 'tool' status)
9. zipper pouch complete with all sorts of makeup
10. camera
11. Pablo

Favorite Moments of 2008

A recollection of what made 2008 great...in no particular order.

-being one of four coaches of a state champion cheerleading squad
-seeing San Francisco
-turning 25
-trips to Nashville (too many to be counted)
-fun new music
-growth
-graduate school and new colleagues
-Jenness Park
-Coldplay on Halloween in Washington, DC
-the cutest hairstyle known to man
-size 20 black Adidas shoes
-a 2nd place fantasy baseball finish
-flying over and into Los Angeles at night
-camp reunions
-Gov Rod Blagojevich being the 2nd Illinois governor to be arrested
-becoming somewhat more creative
-singing with the boys
-visits from Chris Martin
-the Navigator and Will Snipes
-Memphis, TN
-the roadtrip to and from Coldplay (magic)
-text message conversations that people would kill to know about
-a spectacular week in Clovis, California
-becoming Beyonce
-scarves
-St. Louis Cardinal games
-4th of July and Medieval Mega Relay
-In-N-Out Burger
-60 degree days in December
-family crasyness
-new possibilites
-another Indianapolis Colts playoff berth
-Sabrina and her many talents/habits/etc.
-two words: SUCK IT
-bluetooth
-singing at the end of sentences
-responsibility
-John Rich (of Big & Rich) touching my shoulder
-being part of John Rich's entourage
-saving a horse and riding a cowboy
-nacho wednesday
-knowing and being reminded that the battle belongs to the Lord
-sports of most any kind
-meeting Michael Phelps on the train
-pancake pantry
-opening my heart to new ideas and things
-a renewed faith in who Christ is to me
-lots of laughs
-team Petey Pablo

Special thanks to the following for touching my life and impacting me in some way over the past year...you are much appreciated.
MeLissa. Erin. Kristin. Jamie. Sarah. Molly. Candace.
Robbie. Kenny. Scott. Jared. Grace. Winders. Christopher.
Emory. Thad. Rusty. Jon. Fletcher. Rebecca. Snipes. James. Cowart.
Josh. Jessie. Casey. Anna. Lindsay and Eric. Dick-Dockery. Lisa.
Joelle. Darin. Lisa T. Emilee. Laura. Jerel. Marc. Kara. Susan.
Jenny. Anna. Lauren. Vira. Justin. Stephen. Alex. Travis.

It's been a great year. There's a lot more where this list (of things and people) comes from, but that's reserved for me. Bottom line is that 2008 won't soon be forgotten. Here's to 2009 and whatever it has to offer!

I'll Be Home for Christmas

I won't lie about it. This Christmas was hands-down one of my favorites. It's important to remember that the whole reason we celebrate is because of the birth of Jesus, but it's also a great excuse to hang out with and be around family. My family members are hilarious, so there is always something crazy going down.

Top 5 [nonreligious] moments of the holidays in photos:


5. winning my pirate's booty (that awesome purple hat) in the annual white elephant gift exchange...and by winning, i mean i stole it.

4. family photo shoots to no end. trust me, folks...this does not usually happen, but will be a staple from here on out.
3. my creative idea for wrapping a gift...yes, i'm available [starting now] for birthdays, weddings, and things of the like.
2. beyonce and the girls present "Single Ladies..." i was Beyonce, obviously.

1. BABIES!!! two sets of twins and a newborn make things interesting at family gatherings these days, but they are some of the most adorable children ever and i love hugging on, loving on, and making crazy baby noises when they are around...